This is "The Truth"

I wrote this poem in July and for got to post it. It's titled "The Truth" and it's about a young lady that needs to tell the guy that she is inlove with the truth about her feelings towards him.

The Truth
There is so much I need to tell you
So much I need to express
I’ll tell you these 3 words
And maybe the problem will be put to rest
If I say…
I love you
You might not believe me
You might think I'm faking the funk
Just trying to put you on a leash
So I can get close to your trunks
End up pregnant… hmm to start a family
Maybe then my fantasy will be complete
or
If I say...
I hate you
You will say why
There's no reason for you to sit here and be mad and cry
Girl bye, stop playing, you acting like you bout to die,
Just sayin

And then I will say
Listen
All I want for you is to understand
What I need is my man
The man that I met years ago
Hmm where did he go
I feel like you are never there
You like a ghost that comes and goes
That magically appears and disappear every 5 minutes like Go daddy Go

I miss the laughs and smiles
Where did they go too
Hmm… maybe they will reappear while I’m finally telling you the truth

Excuse me can I talk to you for a second….