Day3 - Morning Favor

It's unbelivable how God's works and how the devil always out to defeat God's Best.  Well all I know is I have the favor of the Lord...okay we all have it cause we are his children but I really have it cause:

This morning I set my room alarm for 5 A.M. and my cellphone alarm was already preset for 4:30 A.M. but that's another story and I will get to that soon... but anyways yes I woke up on time but I still was laying down talking to God saying ten more hours please...but no had to get up for class presentation day for Retail Operations... and what took the longest was morfing my short afro into a decent shape (can't wait till it grows...patience of virtue) and picking something appropriate to where for a presentation... and it took me long...like for example what I have on is cute but I would have really done a pencil skirt instead of a flair...oh well...shopping spree in the making...but back on subject.. I left the house at 6:15 A.M., my bus leaves the mall at 6:15 A.M. I only live about 5 minutes away from the mall meaning I would have miss my bus... by I didn't cause I got that FAVOR.

When people come into my life, I know they either are coming for a reason, season, such a time as thing, or a lifetime.  Some people even come into your life to warning you about what is to come.  People come into your life for numerous of reason and those...majority of them I have favor with....blessings are always coming my way and they can come yours too.

Keys to FAVOR
+ Stay CONNECTED...not only with God but with PEOPLE
+ Be FRIENDLY...MEET & GREET
+ Be KIND and GENEROUS..Give and it 
+ Love everybody...well at least try.

Keep the FAITH, don't let nobody and said nobody get down.

~AshJak87~

Day2

So today actually was a GOOD day.  I didn't get to go to practice like I wanted to but there's always next week and the week after.  I'm really trying to get back into things that I love... but here's the thing I don't really miss the choir....I miss singing personally.  Today I really have been singing all day.  Me and one of my friends actually entered a contest at the mall. I song the Cotton jingle... "the touch, the feel, the fabric of our lives...." Remember that...it used to be one of my favorite jingles as a kids...along with "We love to see u smile" but yeah I'm singing again.  It's crazy how singing makes me happy and I just hate to hide or just put it under a rock and let it rest for a moment.

On Sunday, the day I agreed to do the 30 Day ... my mom was talking about people in the church and in the work field needing to be where they suppose to be... and then she started talking bout the choir and me...and of course the nursery.  She told me that I have made the nuresy my little shelter/hide away...and I have gotten too comfortable where I am and I needed to step out my comfort zone (hiding behind my smile).  And that is exactly what I am aiming to do.

My goals are basicly:
+ Get Organization
+ Stay Focus
+ Stay Determine
+ Do what I love (passionate)
+ Be confident
+ Stay motivated

Since I have a great support team I don't think this will be a problem.

~Ash.Jak87~

DAY1

So Right now I am waiting at Perimeter with the elderly for my Chickfila...I really should have got my behind on the train like I was suppose to and just got my breakfast at the one by the school they would have been open I bet..but what time does Chickfila actually, I don't know, all I know is when I get my food I am grubbing and jetting because I have to get to school in enough time to be able to my work but anyways.

This Morning I am feeling pretty good...I guess.
I'm trying to smile but I really don't feel like it...like Last night I really didn't feel like being at work... I was all like Why am I here...why are we here... can we all just go home...It's the day before Labor Day... I was really trippin last night.

And then last night I came clean about everything was going on with me to my boyfriend/best friend in whole wide world.  It feels good now that I have told him everything... but I still feel horrible cause I disappointed him as a friend and as a girlfriend.

This whole relationship is extremely tough when u are:
* Out of state
* Best friends
* Really care about each other

It's hard and usually I'm not up for a challenge like this but when it comes to him I willing to keep trying
He is!! It's crazy but I had it all set in my mind that we were gonna break up... I was all prepared for the negative cause that's all there was.

Well it's over now I learn to be mindful of who you open your heart to... and I am mindful of also who I let into my circle of friends.  For these 30 days, I really don't care about staying in contact with peoplew because I really need to get myself together... I was to be a better me, God, my family & friends, and my boyfriend.

~Ash.Jak87~