Goals

Ok so I have a couple of goals that I need to accomplished for the next couple months before June 18 which is the day of my Graduation Ceremony.

Since I am already out of school, I have enough time to accomplish all these tasks & I have the help, so there will be no worries.

(1) Driver's License - I have to & need to get them asap. And when I get them... I'm only gonna tell a few people... the others will find out on their own.. like the might see me driving on the street right next to them & they will say "what... when did that happen? " & I will just smile & say in my head bow thaodow how ya like me now & keep it moving since i would be driving I'M READY... BEEN READY... now I have the time.. so I'm good

(2) Resumes OUT - My resume looks fab & I need employers too see it so I'm gonna go to all the malls mainless, Town Center, Perimeter, & Lenox cause girlfriend needs a J-O-B asap

(3) - Phone Calls - I have a couple of phone calls to make to get info about "The Future" so I'm gonna make a couple phone calls this week. Petra Alexander & Touch By An Angel are calling my name loud & clear

(4) Cut off Usless waste - Somethings or some people I no longer need in my life.... its funny cause I just notice that i use people as much as the use me... I use people as a security blanket sometimes like when im starting something new... I like to make myself feel like they are holding me back but in reality I'm the one that's holding myself back... so I got to make some changes & move a head :-)

(5) Tithing/Offering - this should have been my 1st goals because i been putting it last for the last couple of months & thats not good... God has been too good to me to put him last... I'm working on alot of stuff.. but nothing to hard unless i make it that way

(6) Promoting MYSELF aka DESCOVA U - I did such a great job in my Portfolio Review with my teachers & Portfolio Show was awesome... so I need to promote myself more often... like carrying my business cards with me at all times


+++These goals are pretty simple... cant wait to accomplished them... I love setting goals+++

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Ready

Ready for a Change

Ready for something new
Ready to meet new people in a new state
Ready to fall in love or may I say grow in love but with who
Ready to start my life as an offical adult
Ready to move
Ready to get what needs to be got

Overall I'm just ready for Newness... I just recently graduate from college... and I'm ready to move into my life as an REAL adult doing big things.

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Who are You ?

Baby, where are you?
Sometimes I wish I could be near you
Or with you
Every step of the way
Watching you from behind just doing ya thang
Smiling to myself or to my girls saying things like
That's my guy
I can't even lie
He just make me feel so alive
Inside & Out
I could never doubt
That he loves me
As much as I love him
On daily
I want to see you
Or just hear from you
So I can know what's up with you
But first things first
Who are you?

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20 Random "Ash" Thoughts for the Morning

So.. I haven't blogged in a long bit but, I still been writing tho, thanks to my Creative Writing class.

But anyways, I got a couple things on my noggin that I want to expression

(1) If a turtle looses its shell.. is he naked or homeless? (I saw that on twitter or tumbler and thought it was cute)

(2) I need a job & much more

(3) What's the deal with Black people & POLO and Mexicans & Aeropostale

(4) Why are "strange men" attracted to me... maybe Im a stranger

(5) When things are going right in my life, why do i always find some way to make a problem occur?

(6) Polo starting to annoy me... not Ralph Lauren but Polo.. there's a difference

(7) I love Bruno Mars, B.o.B., Janelle Monae, Far East Movement, Marsha Ambrious, and other new artists

(8) Why do I feel like I'm being tested when I seriously thought I was doing the testing.. how assignments get swapped

(9) I want my portfolio to be FAB but I'm kinda afraid that I want get what I want because at times it seems like I don't get what I want

(10) I want to go shopping for some cute & short spring/summer dresses... this summer I am gonna wear more shorts also... sidenote: I need a new bathsuit... Im unsure if I can wear a 2 piece this year even some people on the beach be doing a bikini wrong

(11) You can love someone and not be inlove with them... i know that & I understand that

(12) Subs in the Park = :-)

(13) I have to stop giving my number out to people i dont attend talking to

(14) I have a feeling that a bunch of "RELATIONSHIP" are going to bloom this Spring... hopefully they last till Christmas... that would be awesome

(15) I love it when the sky turns different colors.. sometimes its blue.. some times its gray.. sometimes its hott pink... and sometimes its black... the atmosphere is so a female

(16) What is the definition of "originality ?" I personally believe some people are forgetting that or erasing it from their brain cells

(17) I can't stand a man that talks to much... its a bit annoying... pick up a new hobby called "Listening"... its pretty popular at least where I come from

(18) If I could be some where other then here in GA, I would either be either in Flo on the beach or in Cali on the beach with a "special someone" just relaxing & enjoy the sun & enjoying each other... that day will come "someday"

(19) Why am I still congested with muchus... omg Lord I need to breath & smell

(20) If I had one wish, it would be to ________________ & then I just might feel complete... lol

---> And that's about it for my Random Thoughts for now<---

~Ash.Jak~

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Drama Queen Leeches: Who Needs them ? Not I.

Topic of the Day: Why do Females Love Drama?

I am a women that tries to stay away or out of drama but, for some reason I always slip in. I am not a women that craves the action of drama in my life, I barely like it on the big screen or in the media half the time. For some reason, I get involved because I am always trying help a friend or solve their problem and most of the time, I end up making the problem my problem and then I end up with scars and all I was trying to do is help.

Additional Questions:

Why do women like to add their friends into their drama?
When women get out of one situation why do they put themselves in another situations?
When is it right to say "NO"?

I have the answer to my last question. The answer is NOW, RIGHT NOW. Tell all your friends, that have drama field lives to suck on an egg & leave your out of it. Just say "NO...."

~Ash~

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Failing Test: To Weep or To Try Again & Win

When you keep on failing test after test... its no time to mope & cry. What does that solve anyways, Nothing at all... it just makes you feel worst about yourself and the test that you failed.

You could either dwell in your sorrow or try again. The more you try, you are bound to win. The key to pasting any test is having the knowledge of what on the test. Once you know your stuff, can't nobody tell nothing that you won't pass. Stay Focus. Resist distractions. Stay far away from leeches. And always stay in Faith & Be confidenct.

~Ash~

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Decision Time: To Be Selfish or To Not To Be Selfish.. That is Not a Question

Sometimes when you are making a decision, it best to think of both parties and not just yourself.

I seriously think if people would do that FIRST, it would resist a whole lot of trouble and solve more problems, but that's just my opinion vs the world's opinion thats says Me FIRST, You SECOND to LAST. If people were a bit more understanding and caring it would be a bit more easy to eliminate confusion, actually there probably would be less confusion because both parties would understand what the other person is doing is either for their best interest.

Hmm... or maybe we all should just be selfish and just care about our needs only and none of the other person.

Sounds good to me!!! I just might try it out for a couple days, weeks, or months... or maybe a year... instead of 2011 being the year of "Everything's gonna be Alright,"... I'm gonna change it to "Everything is gonna go my way or it's the highway," What you think? I just made that up on the spot.

Anyways, I'm joking, I'm not changing myself to be like other people and their selfish ways, I'm gonna stay me, caring little me.... I'm just gonna care less about people and more about me.

In other words, I'm gonna Mind my own BUSINESS & stay out of other people business. LoL I know that will help both parties... it's especially gonna help me and that's the best decision ever for me :-)

~Ash~

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