What's behind the smile...

The SMILE

She smiles
She grins
She smirks
But what's behind the smile
What's behind the grin
The world may never know
Until she opens up & releases what's deep down in her soul

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2day all I can say is I am pretty DARN happy and my smile is all extra BIG... hmm I wonder why
Listen to this song by Uncle Kracker and find out... lol

WHY so SHY

So this is how I fee....l (I wrote this last night... I had a lot on my mind)

I feel like I am getting to CLOSE
Even though sometimes I feel like a GHOST

I feel like I want MORE
But yet I'm afraid because it's you I ADORE

I feel like jumping for joy cause I've never met someone quite like your BEFORE
But I do it in secret so I want scare you ANYMORE

WHY do I feel like this I ask myself WHY

Because every time I see your face or feel your warm embrace it makes me extremely happy INSIDE

I love this feeling.. You know this feeling but maybe I should tell you more in detail instead of being SO SHY

Me, Myself, & My Thoughts - Part1

Ok so I really need to stop over thinking everything. For some odd reason every time I over think a situation it either makes it worse then it really is or I end up hurting some one that I care about. it's a problem that I am taking action to. FIRST , I got to figure out the cause to why I over think, so much.

Why do I always have to think everything out?
Why must i analyze every situation that come my way?

THEN I must find a solution.

I really want to be a person that goes with the wind or with the flow. I think that will happen once I start back RELAXING again. And I found out that stress kills so I don't want to died any time soon... so I'm getting myself in check ASAP.

What's on my MIND

1) When will this quarter end....
2) Next quarter, I am taking my regular 3 classes but it feels like I am taking 5 classes cause of the SET-UP
3) SAVANNAH!!!!!!!! Is that going to be me new home... Lord speak to me... I guess I just need to GO
4) SPRINGTIME and it's mysterious creatures that attract the eye
5) DRIVING
6) Music & poetry
7) Fashion photo shoots... I got to get on that.. I need business cards but i want them to be cute

Here's a couple little TO BE CONTINUES that I wrote TODAY:

I hear your words
I love your words
But I think you're moving to fast
Lyrical, its just pen and paper
But are you sure these feelings will last
We only known each other for a couple of weeks,
a few days at that
It already feels likes a rush of the heart.
Sorry, but I think I'm gonna have to pass.

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Sometimes I feel like there is NO answer to the questions that hang above my head.
They make me think for long period of time.
And then my mind goes into its usual Wonderland,
where everything seems so complete
it makes me smile inside and out.

SONG OF THE DAY: Janelle Monae - Locked Inside

This song speaks to me. It has a nice MOTOWN effect that I love... Go head Janelle, getting your MJ on ;-)




VIDEO of THE DAY - Usher featuring Will.i.am - OMG

I absolutely love this video. The dancing is amazing and the song is awesome. My favorite parts is when the girls dance because of that tall blonde Afro chick and then when usher dances with the shadows & then the cigar dance :-)



~AshJak87~

Have you ever.....

Today is such a broad day. I have so much to do today... work then either go to a friend's birthday dinner, Open Mic, or Destinations Spoken Word tonight... but I don't feel like doing anything but go home to chill maybe watch another movie or just rest. HAVE YOU EVER....

Have you ever just felt like not doing work even tho you know it due next week?

Have you ever felt bored even tho you are doing something productive ?

Have you ever notice in every P. Diddy music video, he always flying or flapping his arms as wings?

Have you ever wish upon a star and it came true?

Have you ever dreamed a dream and it happened the very next day?

Have you ever ran away?

Have you ever judge a book by it's cover?

Have you ever been afraid to tell the truth?



~AshJak~

Drake - Find Your Love music video

OK so I just saw the Find Your Love music video. It was actually beautiful but sad. I don't know. what y'all think

Alicia Keys - Unthinkable (Official Video with Lyrics) [HQ]

OMG, so I been dreadfully waiting for this Alicia Keys music video for "Unthinkable." I like it but I want more.... it does have my ONE TREE HILL Heart throb Chad Michael Murray, but I still want more from this song. Watch and tell me what you think.