Monday, November 22, 2010

The Mind of a Women : Jealousy Pt 1 The Other Woman















WHO IS SHE ?
I seen you with her last night
She looked like the type you'd like
I don't know WHAT"S GOING ON
I just want you to tell me WHAT"S WRONG
With ME and U,
Is there something I need to do
LET ME KNOW
Now back to this hoe
WHO IS SHE ?
Where did y'all meet?
Did U take her to the place where U sleep
Or some where fancy out to eat
Tell ME
WHO IS SHE ?
I need to know IMMEDIATELY
OH..
SHE ya NIECE
Oopps My bad
Well... Excuse ME
I'm SORRY, baby
I love U

~Ash.Jak87~

Friday, November 5, 2010

Wow... I have to see that movie again

So right now after seeing For Colored Girls, I have so much to say, so much to address. It's kinda time out for holding back now... I freakin feel like I can do anything or say anything. I am a freakin woman here me roar... I'm ready...Omg was that a freakin tear... well I am a woman but anyways I have more of me to come.

To Lie or To tell the truth.. This is not a question














So..
It's about that time that I tell you how I feel
Let me tell you what's the deal
Either you want to hear the truth or a lie
I promise what I have to tell you wont make you die or cry
It's only the truth
Yeah, the truth hurts
But you got to have it
Right ?
Yeah,
Some people say they can't handle the truth
But you got to deal with it
Right ?
Yeah,
Telling a little fib is so much easier
Right ?
WRONG
Lying takes so much from u as a person
that it is so uncertain
that you can be trusted
Hmm,
Interesting
Right?
when you lie
I don't cry
I actually laugh
cause you only fooling yaself
which makes you deaf to the obvious
which is so Reality
Come back to life
Stop lying
Yeah that's Right :-)

Tuesday, November 2, 2010

Sometimes I like to RUN & HIDE..



I know that I'm grown;
pretty eyes,
thick thighs,
nice behind,
But sometimes,
I like to run and hide
Away from those things
that scare me
or that are exciting
Oh my gosh,
I feel so weird inside
Maybe I need to scream out loud
So I can finally release what
all this is all about
Yes,
scream out loud and shout
to get rid of all this self doubt

I know that I'm grown;
pretty eyes,
thick thighs,
nice behind,
but sometimes,
I like to run and hide
From a lover
I like to duck and cover
so, I won't mess anything up
or have an eruption
or that fearfully miss communication utter

I know that I'm grown;
pretty eyes,
thick thighs,
nice behind,
but sometimes,
I like to run and hide
from the challenge
that I have to face day to day
but is the time right
maybe I will like...
or NOT
We will see,
Alright

I know that I'm grown;
pretty eyes,
thick thighs,
nice behind,
but sometimes,
I like to run and hide
from things that are new
Cause I don't have a clue
of what to do or how to move
Or how to feel
because I'm scared that it is real

I know that I'm grown;
pretty eyes,
thick thighs,
nice behind,
but sometimes,
I like to run and hide
from
YOU