Monday, November 22, 2010

The Mind of a Women : Jealousy Pt 1 The Other Woman















WHO IS SHE ?
I seen you with her last night
She looked like the type you'd like
I don't know WHAT"S GOING ON
I just want you to tell me WHAT"S WRONG
With ME and U,
Is there something I need to do
LET ME KNOW
Now back to this hoe
WHO IS SHE ?
Where did y'all meet?
Did U take her to the place where U sleep
Or some where fancy out to eat
Tell ME
WHO IS SHE ?
I need to know IMMEDIATELY
OH..
SHE ya NIECE
Oopps My bad
Well... Excuse ME
I'm SORRY, baby
I love U

~Ash.Jak87~

Friday, November 5, 2010

Wow... I have to see that movie again

So right now after seeing For Colored Girls, I have so much to say, so much to address. It's kinda time out for holding back now... I freakin feel like I can do anything or say anything. I am a freakin woman here me roar... I'm ready...Omg was that a freakin tear... well I am a woman but anyways I have more of me to come.

To Lie or To tell the truth.. This is not a question














So..
It's about that time that I tell you how I feel
Let me tell you what's the deal
Either you want to hear the truth or a lie
I promise what I have to tell you wont make you die or cry
It's only the truth
Yeah, the truth hurts
But you got to have it
Right ?
Yeah,
Some people say they can't handle the truth
But you got to deal with it
Right ?
Yeah,
Telling a little fib is so much easier
Right ?
WRONG
Lying takes so much from u as a person
that it is so uncertain
that you can be trusted
Hmm,
Interesting
Right?
when you lie
I don't cry
I actually laugh
cause you only fooling yaself
which makes you deaf to the obvious
which is so Reality
Come back to life
Stop lying
Yeah that's Right :-)

Tuesday, November 2, 2010

Sometimes I like to RUN & HIDE..



I know that I'm grown;
pretty eyes,
thick thighs,
nice behind,
But sometimes,
I like to run and hide
Away from those things
that scare me
or that are exciting
Oh my gosh,
I feel so weird inside
Maybe I need to scream out loud
So I can finally release what
all this is all about
Yes,
scream out loud and shout
to get rid of all this self doubt

I know that I'm grown;
pretty eyes,
thick thighs,
nice behind,
but sometimes,
I like to run and hide
From a lover
I like to duck and cover
so, I won't mess anything up
or have an eruption
or that fearfully miss communication utter

I know that I'm grown;
pretty eyes,
thick thighs,
nice behind,
but sometimes,
I like to run and hide
from the challenge
that I have to face day to day
but is the time right
maybe I will like...
or NOT
We will see,
Alright

I know that I'm grown;
pretty eyes,
thick thighs,
nice behind,
but sometimes,
I like to run and hide
from things that are new
Cause I don't have a clue
of what to do or how to move
Or how to feel
because I'm scared that it is real

I know that I'm grown;
pretty eyes,
thick thighs,
nice behind,
but sometimes,
I like to run and hide
from
YOU

Sunday, October 31, 2010

Tuesday, October 12, 2010

Hmm, that's LIFE

When there is ALOT on my noggin, I go back to bloggin...

I want MORE
But maybe MORE is to much for me to handle right now
Well, in this lifetime
Right now,
Right here,
I want so much
that it sometimes brings me to tears
Tears of frustratingly waiting,
And anxiously patenting,
the way for my future to come to past
At last,
it finally seem as if I am getting some where
Near or far
My heart is definitely with the stars
that shine so bright
Oh yeah,
that's what I like
I can hear it now
My name being shouted some where over there in the limelight
The lights that are so bright
that you automatically forget who's in sight
You stop caring about what's wrong or right
And just start doing whatever you feel you might like
Hmm, that's LIFE

Lesson : Be anxious for nothing, all things have a season, time, and purpose in your life, all things are not given to you all at once.. they come in portions... and Never carry a heavy load that you can't carry alone

~Ash~ (Patience of Virtue, Lil One)

Sunday, October 10, 2010

Kisses

My kisses don't lie
My kisses don't cry
When you leave them abandon and torn
My kisses want MORE
To give more
Because that's what they adore
My kisses ring bells
To cast spells upon the man
That we adore
My kisses dance around
in circles
They never settled down
But for romance would soon be found
My kisses get rest on your cheeks and chest
Its been missing your lips for weeks
Hmmm.... is this a test ?



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