The We Need to Talk Discussion

Tonight's Topic:  When a women says she wants to talk to you what does that mean to you ?

When a women says she wants to talk to a man, it can mean any reason at all.

Here are some of the reasons why she wants to talk to you LOL: 

• She is concerned about you and your well - being.
• She want to feel you out to see if you have feeling for her.
• She is nosy.
• She wants to be apart of your life.

Simple: SHE JUST WANTS TO TALK 

Truthfully, any of these reason can be why the woman wants to talk to you but, usually it's the last one...she just wants to talk and you are the person she feels she needs to talk to.  It's never that deep well for me it isn't.  

When I tell a guy, I want to talk to him, usually I just want to talk, eating, and have fun without any pressure or him thinking that I have hopes of us being together especially if he only sees us as friends.  To me, if I had those hope of that in return without let him know upfront would be foolishness and I'm not a fool or trying to fool anyone but any who what does this question mean to you.

~Ash~

Inspiration for the Day: Ms. Lauryn Hill

So... I was on my tumbler and I saw a video that my friend Bhoranie Seide posted on her page.  

This video was a video of Lauryn Hill at age 25 speaking to a bunch of high school students.

It inspired me and I hope it can do the same for you. Both video are worth watching every minute.

Links 
Lauryn Hill speech on Youtube
My Tumblr - Follow Me
Bhoranie's Tumblr - Follow her

Life, Love, & Poetry

Ok, so I finally chose which poems I am going to perform this Saturday at  the Rev Cafe for the Kingdom Within Poetic Praise event.  Tickets are still $5 online & $7 at the door.

I am doing The Run Around, Don't Doubt... Figure it Out, and So.. Lord why? (I am going to make a video for that one, so you can understand it because it's a conversation).  So... I'm EXCITED.. that's all I can say about that.. I'm gonna get to practicing on Monday.

WHAT'S ON THE MIND OF AN ASH

• What to wear ? - Okay, so we went to church on Friday.. I was LATE but I still heard Pastor G preach and he was dope like usual... so Austyn tonight at Sweet Tomates says he wants to go to church TODAY which was random & wierd for him to say that cause well he's Austyn, so I'm thinkin what am I going to where... I wore a dress yesterday to the wedding... I'm kinda feeling long sleeve tee & jeans... the Lord says come as you are.. so I am :-)
• My lil bruh Calvin - I really appreciate him & he gave me a shout out today LOL
• Him :-)- I'm really proud of him and his friends.  I'm looking forward to all that God has plan for them as a whole & because they have a great business a head of them.  It's crazy because I honestly i do still think about HIM a lot  but, it's not the same as last year... last year, I was thinking about Me & Him together... now I'm just thinking about Him bettering himself... he has a lot a head of him ... so one word FOCUS... I still miss tho. 
• Hungry - I really want some ice cream but I have none... NEXT thought...
• This wedding - Congrats Oshea & Fransisco Vega 

Ok.... so I have been to many weddings and I have also been in a few but that was when I was a kid.  I'm so ready to be someone..... brideMAID.... or maid or honor... See y'all thought I was bout to say I'm ready to be someones BRIDE aka someone's WIFE... that will come in God's timing... he's still working on me and using me while I'm single and I appreciate the attention. Thanks God LOL.

But anyways, back to my topic, I have never been to a wedding where I left stuck in thought of joy, peace, & happiness.  The wedding was so beautiful and pure.. you could seriously feel the love in the room.  I think the reason why my perspective of love and marriage has changed and I will never look at it the same every again  because the last time I remember going to a wedding... I think I was a teenager & marriage wasn't really on my mind... when I was a teenager believe it or not... I didn't really care about guys when I was in high school.. I was too focus on God & school and I blame my youth pastor for that LOL Thank Vega :-p... then came COLLEGE My eyes were opened LOL Being an attendant at The Vegas wedding has got me looking forward to my wedding day & night LOL One day...... :-) I am so happy for you two... Congrats guys!!!

So... I was about to go to sleep and then I saw my friend Kimberly DeWitt posted a video of herself letting God use her through spoken word.. This video is called Your Will... I hope this can inspire you as much as it inspired me.  Thanks Kim :-)

Links
http://www.voiceofhopeinternational.org/
http://www.osheaandfrankie.com/
Kimberly DeWitt - Youtube
My Lil Bruh Calvin's Blog

~Ash~

So...I'm doing a show. Pray I remember MY WORDS... :-)

Ok... so I am performing some of my poetry on January 22, 2011 at REV Coffee for Voice of Hope International presents Kingdom Within Poetic Praise featuring Daya Lorin & Preacher Man with Young King, it's a poetry and music event benefiting the shipping of bibles to Africa. Tickets are $5 online & $7 at the door, all proceeds go towards the shipment.

I'm excited because I haven't performed in a long time... well a couple of months but, this should be fun.  I just have to put my stuff to memory. That should be easy, Right? Wrong... it takes time to remember a bunch of words, but I see it like this I remember everybody else's stuff (I know the lyrics to more then a 1,000 songs), so I will remember my word especially since they are... well my words 

John 14:26 But the Comforter, which is the Holy Ghost, whom the Father will send in my name, he shall teach you all things, and bring all things to your remembrance, whatever I have said to you.(AKJV)

Yep, the Lord always brings things back to my remembrance, whatever I need to remember.. whatever the subject matter is. So.. I am gonna do my thang, Saturday, January 22, 2011... is gonna be a great day... hmm that's gonna be a great week. Wait, that's next week... I guess I need to finish these couple of entries and I'm set. It's gonna be to fun,  i  just might scare away some old people with my words. I bet. But anyways.. I'm excited.. Everything's gonna be ALRIGHT... after this show.. I will do Apache... and then another spot and then another one after that... I'm young I got the time... Ok Good night 

Links

Voice of Hope International  

Facebook - Voice of Hope International

Kingdom Within Poetic Praise event

http://www.dayalorin.com/

Facebook - Daya-Lorin

~Ash~

Snow Day #2

So... I'm feeling some kinda of way and I just felt like writing since I'm stuck in the house... all ALONE with my lonesome.  :-P
WINTER
Winter has this random effect on SINGLE people of all ages. Like right now, I should be feeling LONELY & SAD cause I'm at home ALONE & I'm SINGLE but... for some odd reason I'm OKAY. Yes, I will admit I am missing a certain person... I've been missing that person for days and weeks, but I know that person is being taken care of and I shouldn't worry because that person is OKAY :-) Anyways, a question running in my head when I think of being single and the winter time.

1. Why are there so many lonely people in the winter and why are there so many lonely Christmas songs...aka What do the Lonely do at Christmas & Last Christmas I gave you my heart but the very next day you gave it away...LOL what's the deal ?

Ok, that's the only question I could think of for now.... lol cause my mind is in a bunch of other places.
What's on My Mind

• When is the snow going to melt, I got things to do
• This is my last quarter at Aia, I'm excited for my next step in my life but I'm really gonna miss being in school.. I've met a lot of cool people & I have learned a lot being there
• I'm hungry & what some CHEESE pizza with some chi tea or that sparkling pink lemonade from Target but I'm FASTING for 21 days.. so far so good tho
• I want to go outside & play in the snow but... for some odd reason when I want to go outside everybody & their pets be wanting to stay indoors.. what's up with that?
• I have to past these 2 tests... It just means to much to me & to my life.. Can't wait to get it over with 
• When will I ___________ hmm time will tell
• I want to listen to some of my favorite tunes but it leads my mind to thinking of.........
• I really want some ice cream right now... FASTING
• Jeffery Campbell oh how I love you :-) Your shoes are to live for 
• Subs in the park in the Spring :-)
• I need to get my stuff & business name copy-written before somebody jack me for my paper lol
• I can't wait till I get a REAL job so I can get an apartment... either I'm staying here or I'm moving out of state either to NYC or Cali... we will see... but I am not moving to Texas 

And that's about it.....


Oh yeah last minute thought... Will I ever see him again.. so we can just talk and just maybe... just maybe be friends & just friends... idk Time will tell on that also 


Hmm I think I am gonna study and watch a movie... wish I could have some kettle corn.... FASTING
~Ash~

What's hidden from you is sometimes hidden within you

The Run Around

Run,

Run,

Run,

But you sho can't hide

We run around town

Around and around

To find something

That can't be found

What we are seeking for

Is something that we adore

Even though we have left it behind

The connection has been lost, toss with a cost

Cause we are all ways on the grind

If only we could take the time

To realize

That what we are in search for

Has lived within us for all this time

We need it to survive in this life

To stay alive in this life

But what will we decide

We can either

Decline,

run & hide

Or

Be bold & kind

& forfill what's in design

For us

Trust is a must

It keeps us just

It keeps our mind align

With reality combine

with what's yours & what's mine

Maybe we will find

what's hidden between the lines

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Feelings

Just trying to find my way
Find my way back to safe-tay
where I had that complete protection
and direction
of what to do
or where to go
who to meet
or how to show
my true feelings
upon whatever
or whomever
wants to listen
or pay attention
I have a lot to say
this pain being itchin
me
to speak
up for me
so I can let all know
how i feel about what all is going on
around we
Gotta some changes to make ya know
so Let's go