Finally... Finish.. I have so many more drafts to go

Ok so when I write majority of my poetry are TO BE CONTINUED or left with some type of of cliffhanger... wait aint that the same thing.  Well, anyways I just finished a poem that I was working on in June of last year and I post it in August of last year and I just finished this year.

I know... that's horrible but I had got writer's block & I got distracted by LIFE... whatever.

Here it is :

Tell me what's on your mind

and I will do the same.

If you tell me you're doing fine

then I will know who to blame.

What actually does fine mean ?

All I ask is for you to explain

You say fine is fine,

why do you complain?

I complain

Because...

The truth is all I proclaim

I feel like you are hiding something

which is why I am going insane

You are not the same I tell you

You are not the same

You stare me right in the face

Tell me I need to find a place

So I can chill and calm down

I say ok

But with a frown

I settle down

Thanks Calvin!!!!!

So... This is How I Feel Some Times When I Write!!! 

My friend Calvin Fordham introduced me to SinFest, I think a couple weeks ago but, I never took the time to really looking into any of the comics unless he sent them to me via facebook.  And now I feel like a Sin Fest addict.  Sin Fest is so easy to relate to, even older couples  can relate.   The creator is Tatsuya Ishida, a Japanese American philosopher.  He kinda looks like Slick in the above comic.  Everybody when you get some down time check out sinfest.net when you want to be cheered up.  Ok I'm done for the day with Sin Fest. Thanks Calvin!!!!

Here is a link the beginning of this comic strip 

http://www.sinfest.net/archive_page.php?comicID=139

~Ash~

Unsolved Mysterious

So.. I'm having the most weirdest moment right now.  I'm not thinking about anything but I can't stop laughing and smiling.  Oh my Lord, what is wrong with me? I wish I knew why I was laughing and smiling so hard but I don't.  Sometimes we as people be wanting to know the answers to every question to solve a problem.  We feel if the problem has some sort of a solution we can conclude it and be the HERO.  But sometimes some problems are just left unsolved... Unsolved Mysterious

~Ash~

Last year I was FEARFUL.. this year I am FIERCE..

It's crazy how sometimes I leap before I think."Live life with no regrets..Really?"  Well, that was back in 2010. This year everything is gonna be alright...

Last year, I ....... this year I..... cause everything is gonna be alright

• Last year, I was fearFUL about everything.... this year I am fearLESS about everything cause everything is gonna be alright.
• Last year, I took upon a load that well I couldn't bare... this year I am only going to take things one at a time its all gonna get done cause everything gonna be alright.
• Last year, I swear I was SUPERWOMAN, trying to help everyone with an issue but forgetting about myself... this year ME comes 1st so I won't end up a CATWOMAN...lonely with 30 cats... you folks are just gonna have to deal with that... but I love ya'll tho everything gonna be alright

But for real tho, I can't complain tho.  Last year, was a good year.. it actually was a great year cause I learned alot about life and relationships with people and most of all I learned a lot about me.

What I learned or what was brought back to my remembrance in 2010

• Don't jump to conclusions... wait a minute or 2
• Ask questions & don't be afraid of the answers... it just might be what you are looking for
• Pay attention to detail at all times because you just might need some of that information
• Love makes the world go round but honesty, understanding & communication makes it function properly
• Take a walk on the wild side, it's fun but don't get too buckwild 
• Dreamkillers are the biggest haters 
• FOCUS!!!!

I learned plenty more but I don't want this to be too long... What did you learn back in 2010 and what are you looking forward to this year in 2011?

~Ash~

Maybe I'm CRAZY... IDK... probably....

The last thing any women would EVER want a man to call her is CRAZY. 


Yeah, some women do crazy things for men they so called believe they in love with but really are they truly in love...are they truly CRAZY... I don't know ever woman on the earth but I do know a few that have been called CRAZY, LOONY, PSYCHO or even FOOLISH and they have incredible stories... now these women are WISE and INSPIRING. 


These women inspire me NOT to make their mistakes and not to act CRAZY just like men expect us to. 


Sadly, I don't have stories of me breaking dishes, busting windows out cars, lighting houses, cars, or clothes on fire... or anything crazy like you see in movies or hear in songs. 


My life's not that kinda exciting and I care too much about what people think of me... but TRUTHFULLY, I have thought about that crap. 


I think every woman has thought about burning a man clothes cause they all smelled like the girl next-door perfume but, only a few have actually done it. I called them women CRAZY & BRAVE.. cause I would never do that stuff... the thoughts that would be popping in my head would be of course "$" signs & jail bars... I'm about to be a college graduate with no job YET... I need all the money I can hold on too, and I'm too pretty for jail. If I get place if jail, then you will def see a CRAZY side of me... they would give me a straight jacket and sent me to INSANITY... shame I know.. "Oh Mind of Me"


But anyways, overall, the last thing i would want to hear a man call me would be CRAZY cause I'm not & never will be... I just won't let that happen. I am FUNNY, CREATIVE, AMBITIOUS, BEAUTIFUL, INSPIRING, and many more... but I guess you could tell that through So This is How I Feel....  Women or Men don't let anyone get you to the point where you are losing your mind or where you they you just might be crazy. Sing Cee Lo.......


~Ash~

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CONFESSIONS: I Never...

I feel like playing the game I Never... but with a twist..lol

I Never...

I never kissed a girl & never will...ewww

I never played the lottery & I'm from Florida

I never been to Europe but I have dreams of London

I never have gotten drunk

I never liked snakes or mustard & I never will

I never been pregnant

I never been inlove or maybe I'm denial

I never watched a history documentary without falling asleep

I never pole dance or belly dance but I want to try it

I never thought saggin was sexy

I never read books & finish them but that's gonna change

I never been fishing

I never scoopa dive, sky dive, or bungee jumped

I never smoked a cigerette but i kinda want to puff on a cigar

I never had my heartbroken til now

I never had a dog name Iggy

I never dreamed a dream & it don't come true

I never thought i would be 23 & not legal

I never thought I would know all the wonderful people i know

I never knew i could turn something thats that was meant to be negativie into a positive

I never doubted God

I never thought blogging could be so fun

Ok I'm done

Wendy Meets Casper pt 1

What YOU so scared for

Booooooooooo

Ain't Ghost suppose to be..

HARDCORE?

But,

YOU have no soul,

YOU just a spirit that needs to find home

And that's why YOU so cold

Transparent without a backbone

Flying around downtown

trying to steal the hobos' home

Yelling booooooo

thinking people will notice YOU

But,

Do they?

No

They only see through YOU

cause you're a ghost

Yes

They hear your booooooooos

And Wooooooo they scared

Maybe

Even feel you a bit,

that ain't ________

YOU ain't Real

or

Are you ?

Must be

Cause I can see...

YOU

And I don't know why

Or

Have a clue

I feel like we are playing a game of peek-a-boooo

YOU hide,

I seek

And then I find YOU

Why do YOU

come & go

What YOU scared for?