I Can't Help What Flows out of My Soul onto the Screen

So... I wrote a poem yesterday while at work. I was bored doing the same ol same ol crap.. so I started writing and that topics of women questioning themselves came out... People always ask me where , I get my inspiration from....YOU of course &...

* Ladies & Gent that I meet on the street
* Friends & Family
* Music & Movies
* Other poets & Famous people
* Past Experience that I know or want people to relate to...
* ME - Lots of time Me inspires Me

Many people always think that everything I write... it's "All About Me" personally.. actually, I like to morph a bit of me and other people into the people that I write about.

Overall I love inspiring others, being relatable, and uplifting. I feeling like I'm making some sort of difference with a click and a button.

~Ash~

Sometimes you just got to Lego

So... I had to much fun writing this.. I keep on laughing every time I read it.
Hope you enjoy it!!











What I Do....?

What the hell happen here
I'm tyring to retrace my steps to see
what did I do to make you disappear

Was it my breath ?
I did have a chill dog
before I kissed you
Sorry
I should have warned you
OR
Was it my new hair?
I thought you would like it
Cause I got that curl and flair
Just like that girl I saw you eyeing from over there
OR
Was it something I said ?
I know sometimes I can run my mouth
and say all my thoughts out loud
Without thinking cause I be clowning around
OR
Was it cause I didn't get in your bed
And give you head...
69...
Kama Sutra intertwines
or let you lick my behind
OR
Was it my clothes
Some say I dress to old
Not my age and I should be a bit more bold
OR
Was it ME at all
Was it just your time to go
Maybe so
I don't know
But what I do know is
A women should never ask herself this many question
If she does then it's bout time to
Let Go

Why? Why? Tell 'em that..... it's Human Nature

So..
I'm still awake but I'm bout to go to bed in a few. When my mind is going usually, I like to keep to myself but tonight, I let loose and talked with (2) of friends (1 male & 1 female ) on a situations that I thought I would never understand till now..

Tonight.. or may I say today I have 2 questions & they all begin with WHY?

(1) Why do WOMEN let MEN control them ?

(2) Why do MEN act like JERKS once they realize they have control? lol

The answer to both of these questions is simple We... WOMEN let them. I have these discussions almost once a week and it's always the same answer. I truly believe if we women would stop saying We are fine when a guy ask "how we are doing" then we would resolve alot of problems and confusion. Women don't be afraid to tell your dude that you hate his stinkin guts... ok you might not say those exact words but don't be afraid to tell him how you feel.. it will actually help him understand you better.

Overall Honesty & Understanding is key in any type of relationship. Be upfront & No sugar coding... Just be Real & transparent.. No hiding.. Ladies stop being PUNKS

Ok I'm going to bed.. here's Human Nature by MJ. Good Night !!!!

So...My WORK is trying to TALK...?

When the moon sets
And the day is done
And it's time to rest
Will you still think of me
while you dreaming dreams
to be the best all you can be.
I know you will
Cause I'm always on your mind
All the time even tho you sometimes
leave me behind.
You always come back.
Matter Fact,
I know you doing fine.
And I will be o.k.
Because I'll see you from 9 to 5.

~Ash.Jak~

The Mind of a Women : Jealousy Pt 1 The Other Woman

WHO IS SHE ?
I seen you with her last night
She looked like the type you'd like
I don't know WHAT"S GOING ON
I just want you to tell me WHAT"S WRONG
With ME and U,
Is there something I need to do
LET ME KNOW
Now back to this hoe
WHO IS SHE ?
Where did y'all meet?
Did U take her to the place where U sleep
Or some where fancy out to eat
Tell ME
WHO IS SHE ?
I need to know IMMEDIATELY
OH..
SHE ya NIECE
Oopps My bad
Well... Excuse ME
I'm SORRY, baby
I love U

~Ash.Jak87~

Wow... I have to see that movie again

So right now after seeing For Colored Girls, I have so much to say, so much to address. It's kinda time out for holding back now... I freakin feel like I can do anything or say anything. I am a freakin woman here me roar... I'm ready...Omg was that a freakin tear... well I am a woman but anyways I have more of me to come.

To Lie or To tell the truth.. This is not a question

So..
It's about that time that I tell you how I feel
Let me tell you what's the deal
Either you want to hear the truth or a lie
I promise what I have to tell you wont make you die or cry
It's only the truth
Yeah, the truth hurts
But you got to have it
Right ?
Yeah,
Some people say they can't handle the truth
But you got to deal with it
Right ?
Yeah,
Telling a little fib is so much easier
Right ?
WRONG
Lying takes so much from u as a person
that it is so uncertain
that you can be trusted
Hmm,
Interesting
Right?
when you lie
I don't cry
I actually laugh
cause you only fooling yaself
which makes you deaf to the obvious
which is so Reality
Come back to life
Stop lying
Yeah that's Right :-)