Sometimes I like to RUN & HIDE..

I know that I'm grown;
pretty eyes,
thick thighs,
nice behind,
But sometimes,
I like to run and hide
Away from those things
that scare me
or that are exciting
Oh my gosh,
I feel so weird inside
Maybe I need to scream out loud
So I can finally release what
all this is all about
Yes,
scream out loud and shout
to get rid of all this self doubt

I know that I'm grown;
pretty eyes,
thick thighs,
nice behind,
but sometimes,
I like to run and hide
From a lover
I like to duck and cover
so, I won't mess anything up
or have an eruption
or that fearfully miss communication utter

I know that I'm grown;
pretty eyes,
thick thighs,
nice behind,
but sometimes,
I like to run and hide
from the challenge
that I have to face day to day
but is the time right
maybe I will like...
or NOT
We will see,
Alright

I know that I'm grown;
pretty eyes,
thick thighs,
nice behind,
but sometimes,
I like to run and hide
from things that are new
Cause I don't have a clue
of what to do or how to move
Or how to feel
because I'm scared that it is real

I know that I'm grown;
pretty eyes,
thick thighs,
nice behind,
but sometimes,
I like to run and hide
from
YOU

India.Arie - Can I Walk With You

Hmm, that's LIFE

When there is ALOT on my noggin, I go back to bloggin...

I want MORE
But maybe MORE is to much for me to handle right now
Well, in this lifetime
Right now,
Right here,
I want so much
that it sometimes brings me to tears
Tears of frustratingly waiting,
And anxiously patenting,
the way for my future to come to past
At last,
it finally seem as if I am getting some where
Near or far
My heart is definitely with the stars
that shine so bright
Oh yeah,
that's what I like
I can hear it now
My name being shouted some where over there in the limelight
The lights that are so bright
that you automatically forget who's in sight
You stop caring about what's wrong or right
And just start doing whatever you feel you might like
Hmm, that's LIFE

Lesson : Be anxious for nothing, all things have a season, time, and purpose in your life, all things are not given to you all at once.. they come in portions... and Never carry a heavy load that you can't carry alone

~Ash~ (Patience of Virtue, Lil One)

Kisses

My kisses don't lie
My kisses don't cry
When you leave them abandon and torn
My kisses want MORE
To give more
Because that's what they adore
My kisses ring bells
To cast spells upon the man
That we adore
My kisses dance around
in circles
They never settled down
But for romance would soon be found
My kisses get rest on your cheeks and chest
Its been missing your lips for weeks
Hmmm.... is this a test ?

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Who knows...

Listen
I love you
but I'm not
inlove with you
Yet
It takes much more
for me to just fall
into your arms
and let you sweep me off my feet
May, I Repeat
I love you
but I'm not inlove
with you
Yet
you got to come correct with action
Cause action speaks louder than words
Something you should have already learned
I'm inlike with you
That's a fact and I know it to be true
cause you are my dude
and I can't get enough of you
You make me dream about being inlove with you
One day
Some day
maybe even Monday
but for now I will stick with this strong like
unless you have something to change my mind
you just might
have something to change my like into love
I don't know yet
but I am willing to stick around to find out.

Inspiration: Natasha Bedingfield's Who Knows --> I love this song.. but I love this album :-)


~Ash.Jak87~

The groove of my heart

I hear a beat
I listen
It tell me to pay attention
to all I see
and all I hear
and all that I been missin
This beat goes
pump pump
then it goes rump rump
It makes me wanna jump jump
but not like Kriss Kross
but like me when I find something
so intriguing
This beat comes from my heart within
my skin
which sometimes feel so thin
cause I might wear my heart on my sleeve
which makes me go off beat
or lock my heart up and throw away the key
which makes the beat sound so silently
As you wouldnt hear a peep or a sqeak
I need this beat to keep pumpin louder
pumpin louder
till I can't bearly speak
hmm that's the groove of my heart

~Ash.Jak87~

This is "The Truth"

I wrote this poem in July and for got to post it. It's titled "The Truth" and it's about a young lady that needs to tell the guy that she is inlove with the truth about her feelings towards him.

The Truth
There is so much I need to tell you
So much I need to express
I’ll tell you these 3 words
And maybe the problem will be put to rest
If I say…
I love you
You might not believe me
You might think I'm faking the funk
Just trying to put you on a leash
So I can get close to your trunks
End up pregnant… hmm to start a family
Maybe then my fantasy will be complete
or
If I say...
I hate you
You will say why
There's no reason for you to sit here and be mad and cry
Girl bye, stop playing, you acting like you bout to die,
Just sayin

And then I will say
Listen
All I want for you is to understand
What I need is my man
The man that I met years ago
Hmm where did he go
I feel like you are never there
You like a ghost that comes and goes
That magically appears and disappear every 5 minutes like Go daddy Go

I miss the laughs and smiles
Where did they go too
Hmm… maybe they will reappear while I’m finally telling you the truth

Excuse me can I talk to you for a second….