Who knows...

Listen
I love you
but I'm not
inlove with you
Yet
It takes much more
for me to just fall
into your arms
and let you sweep me off my feet
May, I Repeat
I love you
but I'm not inlove
with you
Yet
you got to come correct with action
Cause action speaks louder than words
Something you should have already learned
I'm inlike with you
That's a fact and I know it to be true
cause you are my dude
and I can't get enough of you
You make me dream about being inlove with you
One day
Some day
maybe even Monday
but for now I will stick with this strong like
unless you have something to change my mind
you just might
have something to change my like into love
I don't know yet
but I am willing to stick around to find out.

Inspiration: Natasha Bedingfield's Who Knows --> I love this song.. but I love this album :-)


~Ash.Jak87~

The groove of my heart

I hear a beat
I listen
It tell me to pay attention
to all I see
and all I hear
and all that I been missin
This beat goes
pump pump
then it goes rump rump
It makes me wanna jump jump
but not like Kriss Kross
but like me when I find something
so intriguing
This beat comes from my heart within
my skin
which sometimes feel so thin
cause I might wear my heart on my sleeve
which makes me go off beat
or lock my heart up and throw away the key
which makes the beat sound so silently
As you wouldnt hear a peep or a sqeak
I need this beat to keep pumpin louder
pumpin louder
till I can't bearly speak
hmm that's the groove of my heart

~Ash.Jak87~

This is "The Truth"

I wrote this poem in July and for got to post it. It's titled "The Truth" and it's about a young lady that needs to tell the guy that she is inlove with the truth about her feelings towards him.

The Truth
There is so much I need to tell you
So much I need to express
I’ll tell you these 3 words
And maybe the problem will be put to rest
If I say…
I love you
You might not believe me
You might think I'm faking the funk
Just trying to put you on a leash
So I can get close to your trunks
End up pregnant… hmm to start a family
Maybe then my fantasy will be complete
or
If I say...
I hate you
You will say why
There's no reason for you to sit here and be mad and cry
Girl bye, stop playing, you acting like you bout to die,
Just sayin

And then I will say
Listen
All I want for you is to understand
What I need is my man
The man that I met years ago
Hmm where did he go
I feel like you are never there
You like a ghost that comes and goes
That magically appears and disappear every 5 minutes like Go daddy Go

I miss the laughs and smiles
Where did they go too
Hmm… maybe they will reappear while I’m finally telling you the truth

Excuse me can I talk to you for a second….

Women vs. Women - Haters LOL

Hmmm let's see where this takes me...

Topic: Hatred: Women vs. Women

Yeah, I see you
I see the way you looking at me
Staring at me
Like you want me
Or something
I ain't no dessert
Or nothing
Well, not for you anyways
But for real tho
why you all up in my grill
please, honey child tell me what's the deal
what's wrong
Maybe we can sorta this out
Figure it out
Cause there is defiantly a problem here
You come around with them evil glares
Them snickering snares
I know what you up to
I know what you about
And I'm bout to let you find out
Yeah I see you
Now we making eye contact
You see me and I see you
Yeah that's a fact
Come a little bit closer
so we can finally meet eye to eye
And then maybe we will realize
all this hatred that we have deep inside


Disclaimer: I have no hatred or beef between any other woman on this earth...I think LOL... I just like to tap into the mind of people. But anyways, it makes me laughing inside and out, how our minds work as women. When we see another woman and she might dress a certain way or talk a certain way or she might even look at us the wrong way... we automatically assume that she is "hating" on us. Shame on us!!! We got to get it together :-)

~Ash.Jak87~

Thinkin...

So This is how I feel...

I feel alert
Awake
Ready to do somethang
Ready to see new faces
And feel warm embraces
I'm ready to do what I do...


Today is gonna be Grant...

But anyways tonight is Poetry Night and I have nothing to write... so I'm kinda doing a little confused grin. Hmm we will see what will come to me in the knick of time......

~ASh.Jak~

I hate brain farts.... :-P

Who cares.....(Thoughts) Pt 1

So this is how I feel..

I am lost in a thought
but yet happy
I am sleepy
but yet awake
I am excited
but nothing is happening
I am ME...

I am really intrigued by the thoughts of others.
I remember once in my life I actually want to know what everybody was thinking but then I thought to myself, "Dang, that would be alot of thoughts... hmmm can I handle all that thinking.." and then outloud I said "Who cares.." with a smile.

Come on now... be for real now... who really cares what people think because at the end of the day you are gonna do what you want anyways... that's really how it works.
It's remarkable!!!
Ok I'm going to bed

~Ash.Jak~

Man's Perspective #3

The Artist

I am an artist
Drawing and painting is the way I speak
You see what you see
You feel what you feel
Through my creations that I give
Thoughtly misunderstood you may take me
But I am just like you with only my canvas to protect me
---> Writer's Block... must finish tomorrow :-)