My Best Friend : Justin

Best Friend

I tell you to shut up
But I really don’t mean it
I tell you I am mad and want to scream
And you tell me to Scream then
Get it all out
Scream and shout if that will make you feel better
And it actually does
You know me so well
It scares me sometimes
it make me swell up inside
But then I think to myself
I’m thankful
Always thankful to have you in my heart
You are always near not far
Well yes you are physically far
But it never feels that way to me
Cause you are my best friend
Justin
Hey that rhymed
lol

Man's Perspective #2

The Distraction
I am Driven to Succeed
I am determine for Greatness
I want more than I can handle
But I keep on going cause I know
there is a purpose for everything
Everything will workout in my plan
If I continue to be this man
that I aim to be
Nothing can stop me
Nothing will stop me
unless...

Wow
who is that
She says her name is Deliyah
and well that's a fact
she whispers in my ear and ask me if I want it like that
and of course I say yes
Can I have it like that
and then she tell me to follow her
She will make my dreams come true
Instead I tell her to follow me
Home
so we can do the do
Indeed she made me an happy for the night
but the very next morning she was out of sight
along with all my stuff
Wow I really called my bluff
Deliyah was a man eater indeed she was
I will never forget that she devil and her devilish ways
If I ever meet her again in my day I will...

Wow
who is that...

The Distraction

Man's Perspective Take 1:

Secret Admirer Pt.1
I see her walk back and forth
Forth and back
I wish I could stop her in her tracks
To ask her name
and maybe see if she will play into my game
See if she will fall into my love trap
that I preset so nicely here in my head
Maybe I can get her into my bed
Nah, she's not that type of girl
She that "take home to mama type"
Hmm, that's the type I really like
But will she notice me or..
am I the type of guy that she will like
I guess I will never know until I say Hello...

Hmm, why do we keep on Going Around...

So since I am awake at this hour I might as well write "a little something something..."

So this is how I feel...
Sleepy but yet AWAKE
Hungry but yet FULL
Questionable yet I know..I know the answers
and HMMMMM..... with a big :-) lol

That's just how I feel at 6:30 in the A.M.well TODAY :-P

But for real though, I have alot on my mind, that I must express and the only way I can think about expressing it is this way...

Round, Round, Round we go
we keep on going around
Till we get dizzy or fall to the ground
we keep on going around

Should I go this way or should I go that way
We keep avoid the sound,
the voice,
the answer,
You know you hear it but you keep on going around...

(In other words, on a daily we overlook many things that are alway in our view. When your overlook something or someone you are not challenging yourself, you have actually told yourself that you are WEAK and wont except the duties that you must take care of. We must stop avoiding things or people that challenge our minds or hearts.. somes you just have to do it... get it over with.. ya know)

Dawg, what's on your mind... 6-23-2010

Tell me what's on your mind

and I will do the same.

If you tell me you're doing fine

then I will know who to blame.

What actually does fine mean ?

All I ask is for you to explain

You say fine is fine,

why do you complain?

I complain

Because...

The truth is all I proclaim

I feel like you are hiding something

which is why I am going insane

You are not the same I tell you

You are not the same

You stare me right in the face

Tell me I need to find a place

So I can chill and calm down

I say ok

But with a frown

I settle down

~Ash~ (Finished 1/5/11)

Something OLD...

I wrote this the second week of July. I was really frustrated over some crap that it was keeping me up at night.. hint the title Frustrated for the Minute

Frustrated for the MINUTE 7-8/10
So this is how I feel..

Frustrated, that I am
I wish i didn't give a... rhymes with spam
I want to fly away to a world where there's no return
this place is a land of peace where nobody cries or burns
I want to jump up for joy or scream out loud
But for real tho...I really don't want to make a sound
or peep,
I just really want to get some sleep.

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I wrote this back in June, it's pretty short in sweet.

Inspire Me 6/23/10

Inspire me
Jump
Scream
Do the darn thing
Make me laugh
Make me cry
But please don't make me
Die inside


~AshJak87~

Sorry... I've been M.I.A.

So Last week I realized that I haven't posted in a long time.
My last post was June the 30th so I got to get back on it.
So I think I am gonna start with posting some poetry I wrote for me and
Justin's Untitled book. And I am going to post some new stuff also:-)

~AshJak87~